College! xD

Since i failed to actually blog last time.. i'm going to attempt one more time haha xD

So yea! i'm in college now :]
and it's great here!
this campus is just sooo chill and beautiful ! :D

plus, i've made lots of good friends~!
and a girlfriend too! o.o
ahhh~ xDD

so happy here, heh
the day we got together is so easy to remember too! haha 101909
see?! so oool xD
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you see it right? the 101? and the 909? haha

so yea! so crazehh~
everything is good, and happy, and... complicated?


before i got with my girlfriend, her name is Amanda btw!, she was in a really close relationship with another guy, like they were pretty much together!
but they weren't? x.x
for some reason, that didn't work out, like he cut their relationship short
so now they're just friends, even though she liked him a lot!~
and then, shortly after, we got together xD!

so i guess i need some advice
even though i feel that we're really happy together, and she really loves me! and i love her!
whenever i see her with that other guy, they're still friends, she's always smiling and looking reallly happy!
i wish i could make her that happy, all the time. :\
then i either get really sad for not being able to make her that happy~
or a little pissed that he can and i can't
then occasionally, i wonder if she picked me cause she couldn't pick him D:
advice on how to cope?